Posts tagged ‘apologize’

November 20, 2008

an apology in advance

by letters2soulmate

Dear Soulmate,

I never give up on anyone or anything I believe in. I am not giving up on you.

While I am content to reside in the mystery of who you are, I have received many e-mail inquiries as to who I am. As I have mentioned to you before, everything you need to know about me you will learn upon first glance.

But the other things you will learn will take time, and that is simply because love takes time. Things like my infatuation with reading song lyrics, my habitual routine of always making the bed in the morning, my belief that the sun and sea cures everything, and contrary to how many women feel, I don’t mind what the humidity does to my hair.

I am not easy, and I apologize in advance for that. When we fight, please know that I love you. When I walk away, please know that I am here for you. When I tell you I have doubts that we will work out, please know that I am lying to you- and when I start to cry because of how ashamed I am of that please forgive me.

Just know that I have never given up on you, and even if we never meet, I will have at least succeeded in the belief that you are somewhere out there.

Love, R